Shame

Blue-green pools of foreign shame
Black tar blocked swollen, coiled veins
Heartstrings split and soon detached
Left nothing behind
But an apathetic mask
Foaming springs of hard-earned waste
Overflowed and burst
Through styrofoam floodgates
Beneath the soil
The bones decayed
Bloodsucking leeches
Fed well beyond the grave

Autumn's Fire

Desperate, dead, and dormant winter

Seeking resurrection from the grave

Daisies that were planted,

Turned to death and dreaded decay

Warmth from summer’s sun

Wasted and thrown away

As the butterflies were replaced

By moths, desperate for flame.

A Dream About A Son

The sun no longer shines
Through these dirty broken blinds
Possessions left long behind
Carpeted in dirt and dust
A ghost alone sat beside me
In this hollow house abandoned
Golden hair curtained eyes of crystal
And he smiled as I took his hand.
For a fleeting moment, I felt alive
Holding hands with the dead
Empty rooms filled with frenzy
And words dispelled in “nevermind”
I could never wake from this dream
To find this angel by my side

Bloody Fuck

Current Mood:  Angsty

Empty promises and black lies

Kept my heart in a jar of flies

As they gnawed and as they chewed

I watched it beat and bleed for you

Threw it away and spread my disease

Bleach on my skin and dirt on my knees

The sun shone bleakly trough the dust and grime

Wash away the blood, and burn the evidence of my crime

Blind my eyes with kerosene

Lead me through dark destiny

But I still crave the honey from your hive

A golden light, glowing and alive

Chocolate Coated Corpse

Current Mood:  Thirsty

What to do with the endless supply

Sitting, rotting away in my backyard

Kiddie pool full to the brim with it

And I don't have the stomach to devour it

There's not a spoon big enough in the world to scoop it with

Soon a thought comes to mind

Beware those who've brought me down

You're about to drown

In my pool of chocolate pudding

Be wary of a chocolaty end

Sweet and thick

Not so bad, now that I think of it

Let you sink down deep into it

Chocolate coated corpse

Bury you deep with it

Dig you a hole, only four feet deep

I don't believe you deserve six

Chocolate coated corpse

Let it help the flesh rot beneath the soil

Let it help the bugs find their way to it

Chocolate coated corpse

Let it be the end for you

Let it be the beginning for me

But let it also be the end of my sanity

Bury it in my neighbor's backyard

Sure not to let it bother me

Chocolate coated corpse

Or I could take it down to the butcher's place

Stick it in his freezer for a few days

Come back in when the night meets it's mid

Chocolate coated corpse

Locked in a sweet shell

Butcher you up, your body parts to sell

A nose for my mum

An ear for my dad

Your cold, cold heart for the lover

That took my own

A tongue for my aunt and an eyeball for a friend

My dearest enemy, this is your end

The Storm

Current Mood:  Nostalgic

Where I stand, the sky now cries

Where I got lost

In your hypnotic eyes

Is this where

We'll meet our end?

With lights that burn and roads that bend

Deliver me from highschool trends

And save us from

A friendship, dead

Where I tread, a cloud now follows

Lost within

Your haunting hollows

Search for me

In desperate hours

Reaching for a hand in aid

Helpless to your binding powers

A victim

To your siren serenade

Dexter

Current Mood:  Evil

Dexter

A fire flickered in his cold dark eyes

He wanted so much to steal the breath from her

His twisted instinct told him that things must die

So he let her guilty blood, and in pieces she will lie

The Fruit That Will Rot Alone

Current Mood:  Cold

Pluck the fruit from the vine

Looks so beautiful and fine

Not too callow, and not too ripe;

Wet and sparkling with dew

A berry plucked, not too soon.

Once removing this great fruit,

You find another all alone

A different shade, all its own

Much smaller and less appealing

But inside you, it spawns a feeling:

Surrounded by such luscious flowers

Abandoned and forlorn it will cower

This fruit will rot alone

In Wait

Current Mood:  Enlightened

Exhale these feelings that turn inside me

Bubble and burn and writhe like snakes

Numb and lifeless like a zombie

To watch you leave and join the fakes

One in the army of the mannequin

Stand so beautiful and hollow

Disappointing to see you've given in

Breathe in your pride and swallow

Collapse beneath the shit that piles

And I will waste away in waiting

For you to come home from your eternal exile

Alone and cold I will die in waiting

To You

Current Mood:  Discontent

I will give you all that I have

I will give you all of what's inside me

My very soul within me

I will pass to you all my strength

I will breathe myself within you

Until I am no more

I would give my life to save your own

I would be yours forever more

Let me light your way

Like a candle in the dark

Let the ever burning flame

Be that of my heart

Let me hold your hand within my own

Never would I ever let you go

I will be your provider

I will carry all your weight

Though I'm heavy with my own

Lay your head down on my shoulder

Let me run my fingers through your hair

Let me tell you that I'll be there

I swear to you I'm yours forever

Please say you're mine too

You're So Fake

Current Mood:  Awake

Your desperate need for their acceptance

Your fruitless desire for their attention

You've become the queen of society's infection

The tainted smile on your face

I want to make it go away

Lead them on

Let them believe you may actually be within their reach

Then push them away

For someone higher on the chain

Become the one they all flock to

Hungry vultures feasting on your lies

Spend all your time trying to satisfy the thirst

Drain yourself, and rest in an early hearse

You may seem so real

But you're so fake

One day you'll fall under the pressure

Under the pressure you will break

But I will not let you drag him in

Lead him on

Left for dead

I will not let you bury him

Or wipe the sweet smile from his face

You must realize that he is real

And you are not

You're not good enough for him

Elsewhere, you should let yourself rot

The Ice of Lies

Current Mood:  Contemplative

Trapped beneath a sea of ice

Ghosts of people you once knew

Are the only company beside you

Put your faith in plastic people

Hide behind a see through mask

But still you'll drown in your regret

And fall away into the past

Reaching for the crystal surface

You'll find solstice in your mind

Slip away into the darkness you created

You shouldn't fake this, you shouldn't fake this

The flame of truth will give one last flick

Then go out, leaving nothing but a smoking wick

The fire that could melt the ice

Was put out by all your lies

Ode To Pepsi!

Current Mood:  Crazy

Ode to Pepsi!

Oh, the sweet taste of Pepsi

Chilled by ice cubes

Fizzing quietly in this red spider goblet of mine

Oh, how I love the taste of my sweet Pepsi

Sip it slowly to make sure you don't drink it too fast

You gotta make it last

Oh, this sweet Pepsi of mine

The Pepsi I will drink until I die

As long as it never goes flat

Written under the influence of sugar high…